[Intro]
星, 願、お
[Verse 1]
I been lookin' for a place to call my own
Broken house, broken promises, shattered soul
Leave me in the dark and leave me in the cold
Go ahead and tell me that it's all my fault
Looking to the stars, what's the point anymore?
Message in a bottle I don't know what's in store
Going through the worst, but I've seen it all before
Walking through the garden, but it's filled with thorns
[Chorus]
I been searching so deep in the lilac bush
Find a way out I gotta, I gotta find myself
I'm sick of sitting in this pretty hell
Self conversations, "I'm not worth it" I tell myself
Tell me what I'm worth to you, I need a reason now
Saying that I'm heavensent, but I'm really hell bound
I been so lost I'm lookin' for some answers now
Turn away from me, I don't wanna face the crowd
[Bridge]
Face the crowd
I'm so anxious you can hear it in my sound
Oh my God I'm breaking down
How can I fix myself?
[Verse 2]
Let me go, I need some time to be alone
Like I'm Tamamo release me from the stone
Split me in half and throw me to the road
Praying to the Gods, yeah, what did I do?
Locked in the back yeah I'm cryin' in my room
Feed me to the wolves and throw me to the ghouls
Tear me apart like you always do
[Chorus]
I been searching so deep in the lilac bush
Find a way out I gotta, I gotta find myself
I'm sick of sitting in this pretty hell
Self conversations, "I'm not worth it" I tell myself
Tell me what I'm worth to you, I need a reason now
Saying that I'm heavensent, but I'm really hell bound
I been so lost I'm lookin' for some answers now
Turn away from me, I don't wanna face the crowd
[Outro]
ううん、お別れじゃないよ。
私たちは一つになって消えていく。
だからいつまでも一緒。
ねぁ、最後に名前を教えて。
lilacs was written by laststardust.
lilacs was produced by laststardust.
laststardust released lilacs on Wed Jul 27 2022.