​internal war

[Intro]
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She always hitting my phone, but I don't know
How to move forward and heal my soul

[Chorus]
Like girl I don't know what my motives are anymore
My heads been long gone, yeah, way out the door
Two sides struggle for control
Go against myself like an internal war
I hate myself, but I've said that before
I say it time and time again, but it only grows in it's meaning
Quit telling me to look on the bright side

[Verse]
Tellin' me to look on the bright side
I'm waiting for a high tide
Come and swallow me and take my eyesight
Okay, I'm not doing okay
Let the water take me, yeah, take me away
Take me somewhere far, far away
And help me escape, and help me escape
Feeling like a Shinigami I got the dead eyes
Chilling with my bros, yeah, we some fucking deadites

[Chorus]
Like girl I don't know what my motives are anymore
My heads been long gone, yeah, way out the door
Two sides struggle for control
Go against myself like an internal war
I hate myself, but I've said that before
I say it time and time again, but it only grows in it's meaning
Quit telling me to look on the bright side

[Outro]
Sick of sitting here with all the stress
Sick of this weight in my chest
Chip on my shoulder, no sword in my hand
Laid down my arms, I just need some rest
I just need some rest