Lights In My Eyes

Uh, lights in my eyes, kinda like how it blinds me
I stand aside til you push from behind me
Onto the tracks and it kinda reminds me
Of in the past, only held on to bind me
But i'm proud that you could let go, it isn't easy
I'll be hard to find, harder than it was to please me
I just hope you know in the end what it means to me
Taking my life in your hands so to speak
New skin, not even new clothes
I took my sweet time to see where that goes
To see without eyes, does anyone know?
To truly be blind you'd have to lose hope
Same eyes but need a new nose
I need to eat more so my same thighs grow
I hate to waste time i spend like i'm broke
My friends will be fine, they never gotta know, uh