Lift Me Up

[Verse 1: Alex Vince]
Black fluid
On the walls of my room and in my mind
Recurring thoughts, but they're still one of a kind
Get down to business while I plan the next lie
I'm a fan of people that fantasize
Tantalize me in my
Current situation
A pair of eyes that feels sober only when they're hazy
Bite my neck like a cobra
Don't you act like a lady
My body's in the moment
My mind is the fly on the wall
Watching until you hopeless
Replay it over and over when you gone
Find another in a week to give me closure
All that shit growing older
Shawty got me bipolar
Cause whenever I ain't with her
Don't think how I'm supposed to
Every tongue is looking twisted
Intertwined in emotion
I know sometimes I'm sadistic
Thought I acted like a gentleman when we met
Then we met again when I was mixing potions
I ain't listen to my conscience when I needed to
Dreams were lucid but were silent, they proceeded to
Thoughts of bodies in my bed that kept me heated too
Left my freedom out for dead , she's who I leave it to
She's who I leave it to (She's who I leave it to)
Don't act like you still bleeding too
I'm a slave to all my demons, fool
(I'm a slave to all my demons, fool)

[Hook: Nathaniel Oku & Alex Vince]
I am surrounded by over a thousand reasons why
I should try to give you up
I love when you lift me up
I think I had too much but it's never enough

[Verse 2: Alex Vince]
Thought I could cover my regret in all these substances
Abusing my uncoverings
By never acknowledging my unhappiness
Contradict her contraband
By bringing my own to the table
Turn my drugs into gaseous
Matter
Identify with my label
Or my beliefs until I die
Martyrdom I was Thaddeus
Hypocrites getting blasphemous
Think I might take a stab at this feeling inside my chest
I accept
My fate, motherfucker
Indica, indica
Put the smoke in the cylinder
Burn my throat on the vinegar
Kill the weed, don't consider
Another option or judgement
I take my case in Basilicas
Need the cruelest of punishments
Show my shame in the cinema
Pop an oxy or ecstasy, put an X on the video
All the uppers are limiters
It's the crash the be killing you
Disassociate from life until I'm used to the ridicule
I just smoked away my night, it went from fun to habitual

[Bridge: Alex Vince]
All time low
Take a hit, but I never let it go
I should give you up
But you lift me up
I had way too much
But it's never enough

[Hook: Nathaniel Oku & Alex Vince]
I am surrounded by over a thousand reasons why
I should try to give you up
I love when you lift me up
Think I had too much but it's never enough