Life Of Your Dreams

[Intro: Swoope]
You know I really been inside of my mind lately
Like, I'm not where, where I wanted to be
But I know I'm here for a reason

[Verse 1: Scootie Wop]
Oh, it may not happen how or when I want it
Open my eyes, Lord, don't know where I'm goin'
But I know for sure I gotta follow You
The best thing that ever happened to me
Stopped guessing and gave it all to the King
When stress came and on the brink of defeat
I'ma lay it at His feet

[Verse 2: Swoope]
Mm, yeah, mm, what do you do when the life of your dreams seems to only have life in your dreams?
Jeez, how I act like all of these things passin' me by and decreasing my mental stamina?
Took open handle, that amateur hand on the greenscreen
All of this fake, it is C-G, look at my face and you see G
Highly unlikely you'll find another like me
My mind ever so slightly unwinds inside my psyche
Sometimes when ain't no noises, I cry, I'm disappointed
My life ain't how I dreamed it, it died, I'm tryna grieve it
Inside, that's where I keep it, no way I let you see it
I keep that on the D-L while Keith get on your T-L
I wish that I could show you
For signs a little easier, drive and turn the speakers up, ah

[Verse 3: Scootie Wop]
Yeah, I took a minute to look in the mirror like, boy, who is you?
Middle of nowhere, dark night, don't know what to do
I lied to myself, could be lyin' in truth
Lord, give me a son to go find the root
Of my selfish ways, and I need a change, yeah

[Outro: Swoope]
But here I am, X amount of years later
And I find myself grieving what I thought my career was going to be
I find myself grieving the dreams that I had