Life

Feelin lost in the maze life
Whatever the cost, I've payed the price
Been so hard all those rainy nights
I wanna fight but i'm scarred and the pain and is like
Wearin me out, i'm shouting help me
But realise that friends ain't that friendly
Kind of selfish and since I care
I'm feelin helpless and that is kind of hard to bear
A state of hurt, i'm the last to cry
And sit and think about my life while it pass me by
I write silent but read it loud
Though it's like I write loud but I read it silent
I can't deny it, lies and violence
Wanna leave but i'm stuck with trying
It's like life isn't like I want it
But still I gotta live it, and that's the problem
I can't solve it and gettin involved with
The fall, the rise, yeah the life of others
And though my mother always said to me
You shouldn't bother, I have always been a friend to theese
People ain't the way the used to be
Feel afraid and in a way i'm bruised and beat
Wanna sleep but i'm wide awake
And to this day I haven't found the perfect hide away
I wanna run but i'm tired
And every single day all I hear is the sounds of silence
I'm bound to find my own way out
I see the exit, but everything I feel is doubt
Cuz I don't know what i'm about or atleast not yet
See so many people smile while i'm still in debt
I'm in to deep, I wanna be free
But i've realised that pain is now a part of me...