Letter to Scarr

[Intro]
(Damn, Kam2Klutch)
This shit crazy
You just upped and left a nigga, you ain't tell a nigga nothin'
You ain't give no sign
Like damn

[Verse 1]
All I could think about is what I could've did better
Locked in since kids, nigga, I thought we was forever (For life)
These niggas can't kill us, so the pills, it had to help 'em
I'm high as fuck and I'm cryin' while I'm writin' you this letter
I wish you would've talked, I should've paid attention better (I should've paid attention)
We put all this work in for nothin', shit was comin' together
It hurt me deep 'cause I'm the one always get through to you
Everybody depending on me now, I'm who thеy runnin' to
Too much weight on my shoulders, but I'ma hold it down (I stamp that)
You wanted mе to rap, I was in the streets fuckin' around (Like fuck rap)
You seen the good in me 'fore I seen it in myself
Eight degrees, I ain't got no heart, how the fuck did it melt? (Shit cold)

[Interlude]
Nigga
I feel like, I feel like I was 'posed to been there for you
I really feel like I could've saved you
You know how it is, though, we just—
You know how we is, that shit just be crazy, uh

[Chorus]
Yeah, and we holdin' on, yeah (Holding on)
We just gotta stay strong
Make him proud while he up there and he lookin' down
And you know we stand on business, we don't fuck around (We don't fuck around)
Can't believe you left on me soon as we made it out
Never thought it'd be the pills, I told you keep a strap
Niggas really weren't with you, they postin' you for clout
Since you left, I ain't been to sleep, I promise I feel trapped

[Verse 2]
My heart hurt for you, nigga, this shit deeper than rap
Incarcerated, you put "Free KATO" up on your cap
Got chased by 12, when we got caught, you told 'em it was your strap
You took the charge 'cause you knew I wasn't gon' get out (Real nigga)
Yeah, you know I'ma stand on all ten 'bout you (On my mama)
Niggas trollin', when we catch 'em, we gon' kill about you (That's on my mama, nigga)
It ain't gon' feel right, nigga, makin' all these M's without you (On my mama)
I know you ain't here with me physically, but I still got you (Still)

[Chorus]
Yeah, and we holdin' on, yeah (Holdin' on)
We just gotta stay strong
Make him proud while he up there and he lookin' down (While he lookin' down)
And you know we stand on business, we don't fuck around (Fuck around)
Can't believe you left on me soon as we made it out
Never thought it'd be the pills, I told you keep a strap
Niggas really weren't with you, they postin' you for clout
Since you left, I ain't been to sleep, I promise I feel trapped

[Outro]
All I could think about is what I could've did better (What I could've did)
Locked in since kids, nigga, I thought we was forever (Forever)
These niggas can't kill us, so the pills, it had to help 'em (Had to help them niggas)
I'm high as fuck and I'm cryin' while I'm writin' you this letter