Letter to God

[Verse 1]
Look this is my letter to God, listen I gotta lot of shit on my mind
I know that this ain't how it works but I figured it's fine
'Cause you know what I'm going through I ain't even got to tell it
But I'll say it anyway if it will help it
Moms told me I should communicate with you more and start repentin'
And come to you when I'm in trouble, well like now I'll admit it
I been havin' loyalty issues, chasin' different women
This last chick I went inside I wasn't even rubber blimpin'
Now that's my first mistake but the second is why I'm trippin'
I pulled out like usual but I left something extra in it
And she's in love with you so she thinks abortion is a sin
And we were sinnin' when we did the shit so what's the fuckin' difference
I apologize you deserve respect and I should show it
But this is ruinin' my life and this bitch don't even know it
Damn, and I barely even know this bitch
And what makes it worse is that my girl don't even know this shit

[Chorus]
Not a doubt in my mind
I need you to give me strength to know things will be alright
'Cause right now I feel so lonely
It like an [?]
I know we don't have the best relationship
But right now I can't take this shit
Sometimes it makes no sense
So I'm writin' this letter to you

[Verse 2]
Hey remember me God, it's Keisha
It's crazy that you here 'cause for so long I couldn't reach ya
You must be busy with everybody else that you been givin' luck
Doc says I got two month, not like you give a fuck
You ain't the one who got to feel this shit
They say you got all of them powers, well come and heal this shit
Cancer took over, it looks like it's gon' run its pace
But it's cool 'cause soon you can tell me face to face
How you never loved me, all of that deception
Got me down here facin' all this depression
And when I arrive you tell me come inside
But naw, I'm good, I'll take my chances with that other guy
At least I knew all his intentions from the start
We was made in your image but you ain't got no fuckin' heart
If you did you would come down here and you would stop it
They say we are your kids but it obvious I'm adopted
I swear I'm only fif-fuckin' teen, soon I'ma be gone
I ain't get to go to college, I won't live to see my prom
I ain't get to have a family or put on a wedding dress
And I'm supposed to thank you because I'm blessed
Ni99a fuck that, you don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck back
You skip me but send blessin' to where them fuckin' thugs at
Them ni99as out there spreadin' bullets like rumors
While them ni99as beatin' cases I can't beat a fuckin' tumor
This is...

[Chorus]
Not a doubt in my mind
I need you to give me strength to know things will be alright
'Cause right now I feel so lonely
It like an [?]
I know we don't have the best relationship
But right now I can't take this shit
Sometimes it makes no sense
So I'm writin' this letter to you