Lemon Pepper Freestyle

[Verse]
Shit change, that's just some shit you can't complain about
Shit is life, you can't get everything you pray about
Bad intentions intended for me i might just take you out
Im like who i can trust, when all the trust is given out
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Touchy touchy with situations, gotta feel it out
And i read all my deals before i fill em out
My woman say i don't listen, i try to hear her out
I love my crew Chief Sosa, that's all i care about
I lost Meech to the streets, and im still hurtin now
They see the bands, they see the fans, they think im perfect now
But i just spent three [?] and i ain't hurtin now
Can't wait to call my momma tell her she ain't gotta be workin now
Love my auntie with all my heart, ima buy her a way bigger house
You ain't talking about no money, tell me what the fuck you talking about
They say life is what you make it right? seems like you only get respect if you take a life
At least if they think you did, these niggas faking like
I ain't know them since high school, when they was tryna do right
You was in the school, i was skipping school, been a fool with that tool, they know what we do
Seems like since this shit poppin, everybody cool
Bodies droppin, now everybody wannabe cool
You ever been with ya mans, he seen a opp and he ain't blast?
Now you looking at that nigga wondering if he got ya back
Yo dawg could be up a 100, and he won't give yo ass stack
Yo girl work a 9 to 5, and she'll give you her last
They say you can't question god, would i be wrong if i ask?
Lord what can i do, just to get my niggas back?
Cuz i know if it was you, you'll do whatver he ask
I lost 5 to this shit, and all he wanted was stacks
JSO tryna harass me, scared to give my id when they ask, they might blast me
Ain't never been no hater, i pray all my niggas pass me
Still tryna get back, fuck this rap, im in the backseat
Going through with my baby mama, tryna be a better daddy
But my son know i love him, whatever he want, he can ask me
Buy him everything, but he don't know it came from daddy
I just want something, i don't care if she average
Mo money mo problems, they ain't lie about that
Let the past be the past, you can't cry about that
How the fuck yo dawg die, and you don't slide about dat?
Now niggas smoking on yo homie, shit he just a loud pack
When i lost lil Shug, i lost my best friend
At my wedding, shit you would've been my best man
Tell me how suppose to cope with all these deaths man?
I done tried everything, i even tried xans
Pain and pressure, fame teach you a lesson
I texted Meechy that night, i wish he would've listened
I was with Leeke that night, before that bullshit happened
See a opp its on sight, niggas know i ain't just rappin