Leave This World Behind

There's a certain thing about tranquility
You never know it's there until it's gone
Now I operate with false stability
So that I can reach my denouement

Howling at the moon is fun
You never realize til you're done

Is there something left that's mine?
Can you tell me that I'm fine?
I'm trapped here in my mind
For there's something I must find
When I leave this world behind

Locked inside a room, the window is the world
When she leaves the nurse does not exist
And here and now all I can see
Is a bush, some rocks, a tree
But these haunting daymares still persist

And when my trigger runs right past
I start to shiver and I ask

Behold the nightmare
It's cold but there's a light there
At the bark I don't howl back
But in my mind I start to crack