Lately

[Verse 1]
I try to run away from these empty feelings
Cause self loathing is under my skin again
Some days it feels like I have no meaning
Cause it's 3 am and I'm still wide awake

[Chorus]
Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
My conscience is killing me but I won't make a sound
Maybe I'm
Just a little blind
Just a little high
It feels better when I close my eyes
Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down

[Verse 2]
Self doubt is hard to forget
When I'm losing my friends
Cause I don't see the world like them
And I don't want to admit
That I'm losing my grip on life
Cause I'm still awake
I'm just a little bit jadеd

[Chorus]
Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
My consciencе is killing me but I won't make a sound
Maybe I'm
Just a little blind
Just a little high
It feels better when I close my eyes
Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
That I might let you down
Yeah, yeah

[Bridge]
I feel like I'm a loser
Like I don't deserve you
Rewriting my thoughts
They're a suicidal haiku
Push you all away when you try to get closer
Buried half my family and finally got closure
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Uh huh

[Chorus]
La la la lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
La la la lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
Yeah yeah
Fuck
Yeah yeah
La la la