Changing

[Verse 1]
Everyday I wake is like a movie being played over again
I'm stuck inside this room inside my head
Waiting for the world to heal itself, I miss my fucking friends

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause I been through a lot
Tried to be someone I'm not
Been scrolling through the social media, disease gets in my thoughts
I gotta take control now
Cause ain't no other way out
I ain't gonna die young so I gotta learn to grow up

[Chorus]
I've been changing, closing my eyes meditating
Focusing all my frustrations
Forgivin all the ones who've hurt me
While I learn to love myself again

[Verse 2]
I remember days we stayed up all night playing Final Fantasy
With no depression, no anxiety
I wish that I could travel back and tell myself I'll be okay

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause I been through a lot
Tried to be someone I'm not
Been scrolling through the social media, disease gets in my thoughts
I gotta take control now
Cause ain't no other way out
I ain't gonna die young so I gotta learn to grow up

[Chorus]
You know I've been changing, closing my eyes meditating
Focusing all my frustrations
Forgivin all the ones who've hurt me
While I learn to love myself
I been changing
I been changing

[Bridge]
I'm sorry for the let down
I've finally found myself now
I'm tired of the pain
You left me in the rain so long
You don't control me now
I've had some time to breathe out
The child you erased is not the same kid anymore
(Everyday I wake is like a movie being played over again)
(I'm stuck inside this room inside my head)
(Everyday I wake is like a movie being played over again)

[Final Chorus]
Changing, closing my eyes meditating
Focusing all my frustrations
Forgivin all the ones who've hurt me
While I learn to love myself again
I've been changing, closing my eyes meditating
Focusing all my frustrations
Forgivin all the ones who've hurt me
While I learn to love myself again