I wake up in the morning
I smoke me a black
I can’t do it all
Mix it up with the pack
Im poopin these jiggas
I done relapsed
Our love is dead
And that is is fact
You running thru my mind
But I’m back on track
I’m doing my best
Just to stay from the strap
But I’m overdue on bills
Gotta cop me a pack
Feel you left me alone
With this pain, and it stack
You told me to die
No you can’t take that back
Next time, imma beat it
And leave it at that
I made them songs bout you
And ain’t looking back
When that nigga get out
I’mma run down his flap
I can tell from a mile
That you niggas is cap
You try my life
And we doubling back
With all of the sticks
You don’t see in my snaps
Nigga don’t you approach me
Ion her care if it’s her dad
I been tryna leave ‘em alone
But they just keeping running my head
I really don’t know if I’m better off
In jail or dead
I been tryna calm my nerves
But they still fucking with my head
Why you had to do me dirty?
Thought you’d be here to the end
I been tryna leave ‘em alone
But they just keeping running my head
I really don’t know if I’m better off
In jail or dead
I been tryna calm my nerves
But they still fucking with my head
Why you had to do me dirty?
Thought you’d be here to the end
I’ll try to get this out my head
Its a few of you I want dead
I start to feel ashamed I love you
But my loyalty real
Bitch I can’t hide it, see my tears
And they spilling out red
The way you acting, I’m a demon
But you love me for real
I ain’t tripping bout that shit
But feel you wanting me killed
Go set that up, cause bitch it’s stuck
Im real thuggin for real
Don’t try to come and love me now
Cause my heart thicker than steel
Speaking of steel
I clutch it hard, and this bitch heavy forreal
I got this ape right on my back
It’s telling me not to chill
Aggression got the best of me
And I ain’t holding it in
I done relapsed off the pain
Ion fuck with my friends
I been tryna leave ‘em alone
But they just keeping running my head
I really don’t know if I’m better off
In jail or dead
I been tryna calm my nerves
But they still fucking with my head
Why you had to do me dirty?
Thought you’d be here to the end
I been tryna leave ‘em alone
But they just keeping running my head
I really don’t know if I’m better off
In jail or dead
I been tryna calm my nerves
But they still fucking with my head
Why you had to do me dirty?
Thought you’d be here to the end
My OG did a 20 bid
Even he telling me chill
I got too many demons
For to give me time for the heal
I let em all take control
I think bout killing for real
To my mama I’m so sorry
This a lesson for real
But if I’m sorry I wouldn’t have done it
Cuzzo, showed me the real
So I hope you understand, why I did what I did
As a man, as a son I’m ashamed for what I did
But back to all this fucking bullshit
I done found myself in
Dont think you safe
Imma give you back to the streets
So I can gun em all down
You think they rawer than me
Don’t give a fuck bout what they said
You said you hope they like me
You my twin, and you can’t stand it
To your father, RIP
I can’t even trust these niggas when they come around me
I ain’t tryna be no victim to no nigga
Hating sheet
Sometimes I be thinking about thinking about them niggas fucking on your sheet
While you accused me of cheating
But you wrong, they wasn’t me
Next time I see that pussy nigga
He get wet up forreal
And this ain’t even bout no pussy
Boy that disrespect was real
Piss me off and you get pissed on
You dead forreal
Send your ass down to hell
Where them demons
Friend to kill
I been tryna leave ‘em alone
But they just keeping running my head
I really don’t know if I’m better off
In jail or dead
I been tryna calm my nerves
But they still fucking with my head
Why you had to do me dirty?
Thought you’d be here to the end
I been tryna leave ‘em alone
But they just keeping running my head
I really don’t know if I’m better off
In jail or dead
I been tryna calm my nerves
But they still fucking with my head
Why you had to do me dirty?
Thought you’d be here to the end
Late Night Thoughts was written by DaJour Eric Amistad Smalls-Wilson.
Late Night Thoughts was produced by TheSkyBeats.
AMISTAD released Late Night Thoughts on Tue Jan 28 2020.