DEMON SEED

These thoughts inside my head
They running wild
Bitch I can’t control it
Feel like I can’t talk to nobody
‘Cause they never gone notice
Yeah, they listen to my songs
But do they see I’m finna blow
This been working on my nerves
And it’s really starting to show
Mama said to watch my comments
But I told my mama no
People deserve what they get
And that’s gone be some shit that’s known
I hit my migo up and told him
That I gotta fuckin go
He been tryna calm me down
But I can’t seem to let it go
I been dealing with some shit
I feel my body letting go
Bitch I feel like I’m gone die
Before I let my pain go
Ain’t no peace on earth for me
No resting for the wicked souls
The way they been portraying me
I been a demon since I’m born

Bitch I took the high road
To save all of y’all reputation
But I’m done being silent
Black sheep of the family, greatness
I gave my love more than my body
Gave a price and I paid it
Thought you really loved me
But I guess you can’t even save me
Leave it up to them, I’m toxic
But my love they steady craving
Deep into the darkness
Pain got me feeling like the raven
Leave it up to me, I’m leaving bodies
Before they take me
Now I gotta break my silence
Everybody tryna play me
Traumatizing childhood
And they got the nerve to fuckin’ blame me
I been thinking bout taking this bitch out
As you see it phase me
All behind that abortion, and her mother
Ain’t shit that really phase me
Narcissistic psychopath
But really how could you blame me?
They rather see me blow my brains
But instead I’m tryna tame it
I been talking to this pastor
But he just as fuckin crazy
I don’t even know what to do
I got this 9 and I’m thinking
Is this not for me or is it for me
Bitch I swear I ain’t playing