Last Note

Yo listen up. This song goes out to Rodney Hulin
He was a prisoner in Texas, hung himself on January 26, 1996
Before that he wrote a suicide letter. This is what he wrote

To: all my family, friends that I ever knew
It's been very difficult to live a good stable live
From the very beginning when a was a small child
I was abused sexually, emotionally, mentally and physically by my father

But I forgive him for what he has done in my life
I can't live mistreated, lied and stolen from
Most of all being hurt for all the things you have done
I've been behind bars for 8 year of my life
From the very beginning when I was a small child
I was abused sexually and physically by my father

I'm very sorry to end my life this way
But if I don't do this someone else surely will
I truly regret all the shit I've said
I wish that I could take it all back
But in the end I will be better off dead
I'm very sorry to end my life this way
I truly regret all the shit I've said
I wish that I could take it all back

I'm saying I rather die on my free will
Than be killed, that's why I must do this
Before I go, when I say being hurt, I found forgiveness
For those who have hurt me in my life
Which has been a very short one, only 17 fucking years
Since I was placed in prison July 31

I have found myself to be more mental and emotionally
Destroyed than I have ever been caused by these four walls
I want all of my family, friends including my current girlfriend
Misty Mosher, to know that I love them all even after this cruel act
I wish I could be with you all but spiritually I definitely am
I'm very sorry to hurt all of you this way
That's why I wrote this last note