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[Intro]
All that I could ever see myself being
Is a deadweight, a nightmare
Vicious rapture born a heathen
And the marks upon my flesh
Are rendered old yet evident
There's an illness in my head
Ok hold up, hold up, hold up

[Chorus]
Can I have a little bit of time to rewind?
Try to calibrate and focus up my mind?
Keep my cool and try to straighten out my spine
While she's with other guys
And she's telling me lies
So I called it quits and went to kick back with the guys for the night
Suicidal you can see it in our eyes it's alright
We just trying not to die for the night
So we poison the sprite
And we let our hearts die

[Verse 2]
What the jesus-fuckin-christ is this?
I tried to write this song 3 times, I said I knew my shit
It's crawling up my walls this illness lies inside my head
But I could not not be bothered
No this life I still resent

[Bridge]
All the wasted time
Could've made it mine
I know you ain't really fuckin with this voice of mine
I call it a paradigm
I'm not a prodigy
It's just a part of me
I tried therapy but I guess I just hate to breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I cannot change the past
These years move lightning fast
I cannot deal with this shit in my head anymore
Look at the blood
Oh the blood on the floor
Good god

[Chorus]
Can I have a little bit of time to rewind?
Try to calibrate and focus up my mind?
Keep my cool and try to straighten out my spine
While she's with other guys
And she's telling me lies
So I called it quits and went to kick back with the guys for the night
Suicidal you can see it in our eyes its alright
We just trying not to die for the night
So we poison the sprite
And we let our hearts die

[Outro]
I cannot change the past
These years move lighting fast
I wonder if I'll last
I'm guessing not
Just judging by my past