​a rough 4 years

[Verse 1]
I was drinking doubles but somehow woke up by six
When I'm sipping bourbon I'll put back like twenty drinks
I critique my music, I kick back and light a spliff
Baby I been working, I put effort in my shit
Shit, yuh, cracked my skull and had a look into my shit
Guess I always found some solace in the drink
But lately though, I just been smoking flower
I know in the past I been a monster

[Verse 2]
If I went back there's plenty shit I'm changing
I guess it's just a part of human nature
My bad, guess its time I learnt some patience
But I guess I wouldna changed if I hadn't got frustrated
Uh, right, wrong, I been in the middle for so long
Cause I already heard all of their songs
And either way you leavin with your blood pourin' out
So I just take a seat and watch the flames die out
'cause if I focus on my actions it can still pan out
So salvage what you can 'n throw your dead friends out
'cause they was gonna squeeze you till your eyes popped out
'n rifle through your guts 'n rip your black heart out
Yuh, yuh, yuh
They was drinking blood long before you came about
Just another meal they shoved into their fucking mouths
I don't know what shit this all about

[Bridge]
Ay, you speak your mind and you toxic
Just know that you out of options
You take my jaw 'n you pop it
She said just shut up and cop it
'n take my heart out your pocket
Go beat it up and discard it
'n go spit up in the garden
I left my heart up that mountain

[Outro]
Baby woah oh, I still got a young soul
And through the eyes of the old
I'm steady breaking these bones
I'm growing numb to the cold
'n I fill my lungs with this smoke
I'm drinking wild 'n coke
But I ain't makin no toasts