Kind Stranger

[Verse]
Looking for an enemy, looking for an outlet
People say they friend to me, taught myself to doubt it
Tired of the jealousy, I just need some energy
Too many times I’ve been betrayed, turn me to a renegade
Yeah, the devil is sprouting
Look over the mountain, far from a holy fountain
Of pills and doctor’s notes, body feels like a joke
On the outside of the function, inhaling the smoke
Push me to the limits, lookin' through the bridges
Cycle always pushing me, pеrpetrator and witness
I was the Dеvil’s favorite daughter and dancer
How you cope with this shit? I know you don’t have the answers
There was a witness, maybe was fated
I’m so sorry but I’ll have to call you later
Life in the hands of a kind stranger
With my hands in cuffs I’ll be sure to thank ya
Cops were lying to me like I was one to toy with
Tell me that’s my friend, I do not know who that boy is
I was just tryna flirt with the other side
Hanging off the side, promise that I wasn’t tryin'
Daddy said that you gotta get out
Didn’t think about why I was in
Lotta good people that lost their way
Sometimes I think about how they’ve been
He found me out, I asked, “Can we talk 'bout that later?”
Still haven’t talked about it, girl is still a stranger
Money and the power, always most important one
If I cannot be a human, I gotta be more than one
If no one saw me, no one heard me, where would I be?
Schrödinger’s body, food for the worms, inedible, under the bridge
Before I was 18, thought it’d be, inevitable
Ayy, but I’m still here, it’s incredible
I’ve been paralyzed 'cause moving forward feels frightening
But got everything I wanted in those songs from 2019
Haven’t told a soul the name of my album yet
Because there’s no point in dropping it if I drop dead
I call 'em too many times, the doctors don’t ring me
Did wrong by my family
So I’m in the woods now, my therapist is the trees
I’m tryna be at peace
So I’ll never have to meet a kind stranger again
Gotta learn how to reach a hand
Can’t let a path of broken glass follow me forever
I carry the weight in my blood to make life better

[Outro]
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