Killing Myself

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Help me killing myself tonight
If you my friend you will do it right
'Cause the best day of my life (best day)
Will be the day that I fucking die (fucking die)

There's nothing else for me to try (for me to try)
I'm tired o' being sad and cry (sad and cry)
I promise I will be alright
As soon as I end my life
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I lost my strength and I lost my friends (know I did)
I know it's hard for you to understand (I know)
'Cause I been trynna be "the" man
But I dunno know for how much I can hang (noooo)

Feel so fucking sad (fucking sad)
It's cold in my bed (in my bed)
It's dark in my head
I'll be better dead (I will)

Thinking of what I had (I think 'bout it)
I gave it all no respect (I did not)
Now I need it so bad
All those things just ain't there (they ain't)

So I'm just gonna pack my stuff (yeah I will)
And Imma stop with all this bluff (yeah I will)
And I'm all done acting tough
'Cause you know I don't give a fuck, so..

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Help me killing myself tonight (help me)
If you my friend you will do it right (you will)
'Cause the best day of my life (best day)
Will be the day that I fucking die (fucking die)

There's nothing else for me to try (for me to try)
I'm tired o' being sad and cry (sad and cry)
I promise I will be alright (be alright)
As soon as I end my life
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Look
This ain't no bullshit
I don't want no new shit (nah)
Fucked up the school year
Sorry mom, she knew it (sorry)
Taking up some blue pills
Trynna fuck some grupies (wooo)
Trynna get a new feel
It was better with you bitch

I tried my part, but it's too late for that (I know)
You took my heart and never gave it back (you know)
Since we appart, I'm just alone and sad (I am)
Since we appart, I only see all black (only blaaack)

I remember my past when I was a child (I was)
I wish I could go back, live there for a while (a bit)
I know that sadness in ya eyes is just wild (it is)
I feel butterflies everytime that you smile (but)

First let's chill, that'd be ideal
But you gotta be cold as steel
Bae, you know the deal (yeah)
Tell me if you feel (yeah)
This is real (yeah)
But promise that you will..

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Help me killing myself tonight (help me)
If you my friend you will do it right (you will)
'Cause the best day of my life (best day)
Will be the day that I fucking die (fucking die)

There's nothing else for me to try (for me to try)
I'm tired o' being sad and cry (sad and cry)
I promise I will be alright (be alriiight)
As soon as I end my life
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