Khadasucks (Never True)

[Intro]
Act like I never wanted you

[Verse 1]
Happiness came crawling up to me and I gladly accepted it with open arms
The intense emotions that signaled the alarms
I'm out of harm's way, I'm diving into peace
Please see me in a way better light and I apologize for all of my past mistakes
I can't have a say in what is right
But, maybe I'll take the main role of my own play, wait
Maybe this was the truth, what I do is prove all of them wrong
The words stab like a prong and now they're all gone
Phone feeling desolate, I resonate with the loneliness
Struggling to cope with shit, usually I take it on the nose and shit
Healthy coping mechanisms
Hope eventually my future vision clear
You know I'm living right here, that's true

[Hook]
I'm getting sick of myself, I might as well hit a lick on myself (Right?)
What I love, I loved, was never true
Act like I never wanted you
I throw a fist at myself, feel like I could only help myself (Self)
What I love, I loved, was never true
Act like I never wanted you (Right?)

[Verse 2]
I wasn't in the same batch of the shooting stars
I wasn't cut from the same fabric
I'm just that off-brand Louis Vuitton rabbit
I always had that habit of letting all my actions speak with my windbags
Used to things ceasing to last
This is what you hear before the screeching then the crash
The road rash rugburns, totaled car in the suburbs
Spotlight on the bystanders, never be my turn
Fog of my mind being caught with a lantern
U-Turn to the billboard of Khada's Life, starring someone else
The fuck is that shit?
Not like I would go down as a GOAT like Magic
The tragic life that only I had ruined
And maybe all the screwing I've been doing to guys could be rehearsed on my own mind
And I tried, but all my attempts had failed
Not the main role of my own life, oh well

[Hook]
I'm getting sick of myself, I might as well hit a lick on myself (Right?)
What I love, I loved, was never true
Act like I never wanted you
I throw a fist at myself, feel like I could only help myself (Self)
What I love, I loved, was never true
Act like I never wanted you (Right?)

[Outro]
What I love, I loved, was never true
Act like I never wanted you
What I love, I loved, was never true
Act like I never wanted you