Kaibacorp (Ft ZABVZA)

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Rivilin
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Changing, changing, spin around daisies
All in my head and I’m so hazy
Thinking that I’m crazy, thinking you can change me
I don’t know my options, but I don’t think I’m worth saving

I can feel your teeth on my skin
Your breathing, no I can’t win
Everything is just back and forth, back and forth, floating
Everything is so consumed by you

It’s you, it’s always been you
Two deaf ears and just a coward on a stool, in front of you
Explaining, all these messed up games
You want to be alive, but you don’t want to stay sane

So don’t you push it back to me
I don’t wanna feel a thing
Locking my door, close the windows
Another day feels so hollow, do I let go, yeah, do I let..

Again, and again, again, I’m falling down and

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ZABVZA
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So just throw me away, I am a waste
A neglected corpse of confusion and hate
Always swear that they'll stay but they all run away
Leave me alone in the house that we madе
And I feel it each day, it won't go away
Reflecting, rеgretting every word that I say
The ghosts of my past are just too much to take
So I pour up again and take this blunt to the brain
And I dont know what's real
These emotions I'm feeling
Leave me slumped over, head painting the ceiling
Calm and collected but inside I am seething
Say you don't know me, but I've always been me, bitch
Fuck you, I'm torn up
Backed up in a corner
Too many thumbs in this pie, like Jack horner
Za may be nibble and Za may be quick
But Za had his heart crushed so Za cannot trust no bitch