JOY (Live from Kamp Kaleidoscope, 2022)

Waiting for the weight to wake me up from waiting
Do I mean it when I'm praying
Just to pray to see you move the mountain somehow?
I don't want another way to move among the mirrors I'm protecting
And I'm never really claiming
All the grace it takes to make a way with you out
I'm giving in

Standing in a river of my second-guesses
Don't believe it when I'm praying
Too afraid to pray you'll stir the water somehow
Never really been okay to move among the whispers never resting
Is there any other way to make the space it takes
To break away with you now?
I'm giving in

I miss the moss bed that cradled my head
Beneath the dancing trees and sunlight
My secret hideout, my little kingdom
Where all the world was beautiful and warm
Safe and warm

You're the only magic living in my memories
Majesty, imagine what I see to worship you now
Rising in the rush you pick me up and hold me
Hallelujah, hallelujah, holy moments with you
I'm settling down

Every moment I play back, you live in it
I can feel every way that you've been in it
You're the voice of the mystery, I'm listening
You're the face of forgiveness, I'm taken in
You're the eyes of commitment, I'm giving in
You're the joy of the joy that I'm living in

Down in my heart, down in my heart
Down in my heart to stay