Down (Live from Kamp Kaleidoscope, 2022)

Can't tell what I'm looking for
Can't tell what I cannot see
Can't tell what I'm running towards
Or who I want to be

How fast will the curtain fall?
How long can I chase my dream?
How much can a man afford to test reality?

What I have I gained in the long run?
When will I be more than I want?
Why am I down on the way up?
I've got you, but if I've got you
Then why don't I still have enough?

Why don't I still have enough?
Maybe that's the question I don't ask enough
Why don't I still have enough?
If I've got you then why don't I still have enough?

Never done, watch me run
Measure up, everyone
Clock tickin', lockеd again
Going numb, holding on

Am I a vision of hell or under a spell?
Addictеd to whatever's real or not?

What I have I gained in the long run?
When will I be more than I want?
Why am I down on the way up?
I've got you, but if I've got you
Then why don't I still have enough?

Why don't I still have enough?
Maybe that's the question I don't ask enough
Why don't I still have enough?
If I've got you then why don't I still have enough?