Journal twenty or so

Hello to my little audio journal thingy
This is entry number...
Should be like...
What? Like twenty or so
Um, yeah, I'm...
I haven't left- I've barely left my room...
For five, around five-four months now since, like, the beginning of the year
And, um, it's kind of sad
You know, like I- I- I don't want to be this like
Hopeless individual where I just think of myself as so unchangeable
That I just let myself keep being down in the dumps like this
I'm... I'm gonna go outside
I'm gonna go experience something today

Now that I look at it, that one was actually the nineteenth one
Hm... strange number
Um, yeah, I'm probably not going to show you most of the