​josiah

[Verse 1]
Yeah, September 17th, 2006, they told my ma to get an abortion
She chose her common sense
No coincidence I'm here, aborted all my darkest sins
So this a confession of a legend breakin' walls again
Look a rapper tryin' show he’s better than
All the competition that he truly has no chance against
Silly Messianic tryin' to judge all of his Christian friends
Alcoholic, lust addict, tryin' hide some secret sins
Not much about a rapper who be coming from the 210
But I told myself that I would become numbero uno though
Always been competitive, reaching for high hopes
Get a sling shot, risk it and slay a fee fi fo
Back in middle school was treated with the anti semitism
Just because I wore a Yamaca within a social system
A Jew claiming Jesus the Messiah, but yet they scared of change
Unlike others, I believe that God is still the same
Thought I was perfect closer to Him then anybody else
Unfortunately there wasn’t love in me, I was destined for hell
Tryin' to tell people to change they diets and eat kosher
But really what I should’ve preached was get closer
Ain't Israel supposed to be the ministers
Now it's replacement theology, but really that's just sinister
Y'all follow a white Jesus but I follow Yeshua
Rachem Adonai, I'm sorry I'ma screw up, forgive me

[Verse 2]
Fell into some secret sins, pornography and drinking ish
And secretly would murder myself
Hatred was beating in the depths of my heart
To my enemies to my neighbors and myself from the start
My sister’s death was my biggest scar
I love you Jael
Religiously manipulated, verbally abused
Couldn't tell you if my parents was tellin' the full truth
The curse of being an outcast, the curse of unacceptance
Yaweh would pull me out of it, so this is a new confession
God told abuela start playing me rap music
Didn't like it at first but got used to it
JV basketball team rapping the lyrics
Someone said that I had flow, they wanna hear it
Eleven year old me didn’t think this could be a career
Until my coach said "Come over here, you write a song for the talent show or you get benched"
Then I won first place two fifty my first check
Character development straight up at it's finest
The legend in the making, all the stars is in alignment
The winds of change the climate
Breaking through all the silence
Broke the generational curses, now it's lechaim
Understand it now, every lyrics full intention
Spread this word around, this is only the beginning
Come and take it, this is freedom, this is healing

[Outro]
My name is Josiah, the meaning is Jehovah- (Healed me)
I present to you
(The Legend Himself)