IV

[Verse 1: Matt Aspinwall & Adam Demirjian]
If the son of god loves me
Why am I so unhappy?
Why did I lose everything?
Why am I such a mess?
I can't blame this on my father
Or look for help from my mother
Or stare into the clouds
Or pretend that I'm not bothered
Oh but I am, I am
It keeps me up at night
I've lost my appetite
I drink to fill my gut and forget
I am not afraid
I am terrified
I need to get away
I need to feel alive

[Chorus: Matt Aspinwall & Adam Demirjian]
And even in the morning's light
I still want to die
Or drink 'till I am dead inside
And it's so hard to find hope
When you're all alone
All I need is a boat
All I need is a boat

[Verse 2: Matt Aspinwall & Adam Demirjian]
And if I could chop your body
And fight Poseidon's sea
I might find happiness
And I might be set free
And I'd still come back
And visit every other spring
You should want me to be happy
And I'd be happier traveling

[Chorus: Matt Aspinwall, Adam Demirjian, Matt Aspinwall & Adam Demirjian]
And even in the morning's light
I still want to die
Or drink 'till I am dead inside
And it's so hard to find hope
When you're all alone
All I need is a boat
All I need is a boat
And even in the morning's light (All I need is a boat)
I still want to die (All I need is a boat)
Or drink 'till I am dead inside (All I need is a boat, all I need is a boat)
And it's so hard to find hope (All I need is a boat)
When you're all alone (All I need is a boat)
All I need is a boat (And it's so hard to find hope)
All I need is a boat (Because I'm all alone)