‍its easier to love you than to love myself

[Verse 1]
Left on read, I understand that
I wish I could take my cuts back
Thoughts wage 'round a solid attack
Holdin' you, I really miss that
Hard to sleep, I think about you
Can't forget 'cause I don't want to
Past is eating me alive
I just want you by my side
Want you by my side

[Chorus]
Hate my body, I don't want it
Mirror makes me want to vomit
I reread all of their comments
All this pain is catastrophic
Hate my body, I don't want it
Mirror makes me want to vomit
I reread all of their comments
All this pain is catastrophic

[Verse 2]
Had a dream where everything's fine
And you came home and spent the night
Then I woke up, I was thinking of you
So much to gain, way more to lose
Had a dream whеre everything's finе
And you came home and spent the night
Then I woke up, I was thinking of you
So much to gain, way more to lose

[Chorus]
Hate my body, I don't want it
Mirror makes me want to vomit
I reread all of their comments
All this pain is catastrophic
Hate my body, I don't want it
Mirror makes me want to vomit
I reread all of their comments
All this pain is catastrophic