‍im lonely even when the room is full

[Intro]
I don't want to understand why I feel damaged
Sometimes I want to vanish
Sometimes wonder if I'll manage
Songs are used to this dynamic

[Chorus]
Breakdown
Trapped inside my head
I think that I'm a fucking let-down
I can't fall asleep and when I do I sleep all day now
I got hella issues sometimes I got' turn the lights out
And a couple years I started ranting on my Soundcloud
Little big now
I'm still working on myself cause I still freak out
Most of the time I feel useless if I'm putting tracks out
Don't know why I'm so fucked up
Always have doubt

[Verse]
I don't understand why I'm so lonely
Even when the room is full
I feel like no one understands mе
I'm
Ovethinkin' I don't know why
Think I'm trapped in my own mind
When I diе is that alright
Please just tell me that it's alright

[Interlude]
And that childhood trauma hittin' different tonight
And I always really debating "Should I be alive"
Try to act like I'm cool
But I guess I'm dying inside
Trying to resist the urge from up and grabbing a knife

[Chorus]
Breakdown
Trapped inside my head
I think that I'm a fucking let-down
I can't fall asleep and when I do I sleep all day now
I got hella issues sometimes I got' turn the lights out
And a couple years I started renting on my Soundcloud
Little big now
I'm still working on myself cause I still freak out
Most of the time I feel useless if I'm putting tracks out
Don't know why I'm so fucked up
Always have doubt