It’s Just A Party

So this is what I missed
In my last year without you
Just a hundred nights that I don’t sleep alone
It fucking rules (that I don’t wake up feeling, “Oh no, not again
I spent my last six bucks on whiskey and I sent a thousand texts that I regret.”)

They’re written in a language I don’t know
There are things you know about me now that I wish you didn’t know
It’s all right
And I see that I missed
The subtle hints you left me that my little lies had actually hurt a lot
I never meant to cause you drama
I never meant to fall in love and then deny it (try to hide it)
But when we kissed, I would be done

And speaking in some language I don’t know
There are things you know about me now that I wish you didn’t know

Hey there Melissa
You’re fucking awesome
I just keep going on and on
When you’re not around

Hey there Melissa
You’re fucking awesome
I just keep going on and on
When you’re not around

But I’m always around
Probably dragging you down
Though I do my best for you