Isn’t It Obvious

You make me sick, I don't even need no fucking diagnosis
And half the time you speak I really don't know where it's going
I'm a fuck up of a kid, I waste my time and call it coping
I think I'm lost, but deep inside I don't know what I'm hoping for

Wishful thinking keeps me going, I don't know what for
Wishful thinking keeps me going, I don't know what for

Keep them waiting till you're better, watch them cross the line
Say it gets better cause you wish but that is all a lie
Get it together, yeah they care but it is not their life
Try to focus on the better
'Cause we're out of time

I need a break
Fuck therapy, controlling my emotions
I know myself
Better than another person's spoken
Drown myself in substances I'd rather be floating in the sea
Of my mind the only place I know I'm hoping for

Wishful thinking keeps me going, I don't know what for
Wishful thinking keeps me going, I don't know what for

Keep them waiting till you're better, watch them cross the line
Say it gets better cause you wish but that is all a lie
Get it together, yeah they care but it is not their life
Try to focus on the better
'Cause we're out of time