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I've been hiding an illness
This pain that won't go away
I've been making excuses
To stay inside all day

In the rush of fleeting youth
An illness blocks my view
A damning leash to bind
A weak and fragile mind

I've been lying to loved ones
Convincing them I'm okay
I've been drawing red lines
On my skin to measure the hate

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To be young in life is simply a curse
And as you get older, it only gets worse
Your life seems to go at a blink of an eye
You'll wake every morning wishing to die

On my knees, I beg and plead
A time of rest is all that I need
Sectioned up and torn asunder
I'll find peace when I'm six feet under

I worship the ground
That awaits my grave

[Gareth Mason]
When the soil comes
I will greet it gratefully
When the storm comes
I'll let it fucking take me

I worship the ground
I worship the end

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