Insanity

[Chorus: nishith]
I tried to hit you back the other day
But everything just turned in a different way
Don't know if you got anything to say
So stressed that my hair's already turning gray
I knew that I was scared, I couldn't take it
Heart on display, why'd you have to break it?
This shit's a tragedy, we lived a fantasy
But real life just hit, this shit's insanity, yeah

[Verse 1: A1TH]
Findin' that I'm out of touch, yeah
Seein' that I'm losin' and I'm runnin' out of luck, yeah
I'm perfectionistic 'bout my song, but that don't transfer when I'm in a rut
I feel stuck
Think I'm always gettin' better, but it's never different
No matter what situation I'm in, I feel distant
Don't think the ones around me care, so I do not listen, uh
I don't listen
Can't go a minute without thinkin' that I'm crazy
Know you didn't rip on, but that's not my problem lately
More and more I go on, think that this is all my fate, see
I been on the same shit and it don't seem like it's changing
Always want a heart from them, but I think I should face it
I know there's a time that's gone but I just can't replace it
I got lost in the past, I just can't seem to where
I was back in those days, man, I wish I could just make it

[Chorus: nishith]
I tried to hit you back the other day
But everything just turned in a different way
Don't know if you got anything to say
So stressed that my hair's already turning gray
I knew that I was scared, I couldn't take it
Heart on display, why'd you have to break it?
This shit's a tragedy, we lived a fantasy
But real life just hit, this shit's insanity, yeah

[Verse 2: A1TH & nishith]
Sabotage can get the best of me (The best of me)
I'ma keep on goin' relentlessly (Relentlessly)
But I'll make it past and I will make it last (Make it last)
But keep my name in mind, you will not make it past
Yeah, you all tryna make me look bad
Tryna look past online, oh was that a cam? Look back, uh
Yeah, goin' insane, I'm stuck in my brain
It's in my fate, but I know I can't do that, yeah
Gettin' [?]
Thought I could trust [?] that I was in love with her
But really I can't do it
Man, shit's just all a blur
Startin' this shit is harder than I thought
Anxiety is killin' me, I want it all to stop
I'm doin' nothin' wrong, I still don't wanna get caught, 'cause
I cannot reach everybody's expectations, uh

[Bridge: nishith]
I told you, you were in my head
X-Ray vision, but you're lying with her
Can't tell whether I should be scared
For this shit, I was not here
Wasn't aware of the call, didn't think we were broke
Now I'm slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly goin' on a fall
Loved you actually, we lived the fantasy
But real life just hit, this shit's insanity (Yeah)

[Chorus: nishith]
I tried to hit you back the other day
But everything just turned in a different way
Don't know if you got anything to say
So stressed that my hair's already turning gray
I knew that I was scared, I couldn't take it
Heart on display, why'd you have to break it?
This shit's a tragedy, we lived a fantasy
But real life just hit, this shit's insanity, yeah