Im kinda lost again lol, L (Intro)

[Part I]

[Intro]
Was on the path to freedom, but I lost my way again
I always seem to not care 'bout this entire thing
I'm told to open up, but I can't bring myself to do so
But will they think of me when they see there's more than meets the eye?

[Part II]

[Intro 2]
Uh
Yeah
Yeah

[Verse 1]
So I kinda found out that keepin' my head up was harder then I thought, uh
'Cause the world we live in, shit is dark, yeah
I need to live these moments out and try to make my mark
But the thing is, I can't do it, 'cause my mind may think so hard, uh

[Chorus]
Tryna find myself, but it isn't workin'
Tryin' different tactics, but it brings uncertainty
On whether or not I can do it, only motive
Is to keep on goin'
Always focused on the things I shouldn't care about
Livin' on the edge, and I'm feelin' faded now
Questionin' fuckin'
Make it out (Uh)

[Verse 2]
Stuck inside a maze, and I'm tryna find the way out
I'm way out from the exit, get further away now
This how I feel I work unknowingly, to me, I seem to be
Makin' all of the wrong turns, gettin' further from the way out
Gettin' further from my goal is just my way of life
I don't think that it's on purpose, at least there's a greater sight
This shit a game and I'm losin', feel like I've been lasered twice
This shit a game and I'm losin', just seems like I can't play it right

[Chorus]
Tryna find myself, but it isn't workin'
Tryin' different tactics, but it brings uncertainty
On whether or not I can do it, only motive
Is to keep on goin'
Always focused on the things I shouldn't care about
Livin' on the edge, and I'm feelin' faded now
Questionin' fuckin'
Make it out (Uh)