Ink (feat. Kole Xidas)

[Chorus: Logan Alexander]
See you as I'm falling
And I don’t know who you think you are
Think I hear you calling
But your voice is just so fucking far
Spilled ink covers the floor
What the fuck am I writing this for anymore?
I don't remember why I can't forget those eyes

[Verse 1: Logan Alexander]
Man the worlds gone but you’re still in my thoughts
Thought I taught myself better
Don't know when I got this soft
Brought all my flaws right up the surface
Didn't deserve it
Nobody does
Yeah it really sucks
That when I found someone to trust
The world got turned into dust
Like what in the fuck even happened
I was ok so they sеnt in assassins
I never thought I'd regrеt all the passion
But now I'm sat in the ash
And missing the magic, ay
All I have's the lasting crater Haley's Comet made
And the space invaders sent to leave me spent, alone, and drained
I used to talk with constellations
But lately Orion's silent
And the hunting grounds are barren
I don’t know why I’m still trying
I'm just tired
Of running from the prying eyes of violence
Vultures waiting in the silence
Left from death and ultraviolet rays
Waves don’t exist today
The moon is more than eclipsed
I think I'm hiding from it
I kinda like the abyss
I guess I'll fall ‘til I remember

[Chorus: Logan Alexander]
As I'm falling
And I don’t know who you think you are
Think I hear you calling
But your voice is just so fucking far
Spilled ink covers the floor
What the fuck am I writing this for anymore?
I don't remember why I can't forget those eyes

[Verse 2: Kole Xidas]
Can't forget…
All that's left is the impression of the silhouette
And no, you never saved me from myself
Wasn't promised any help
Melt through ink stains on the floor
Wander buildings by the shore
Can't be sure I'm not the cause
Watched horizons merge with stars
The bronze door was left ajar as the world was filled with scars
All because I took a moment of reprieve
Now there's no one left to grieve but me
My heart's got no more to bleed
I'm so tired of nostalgia
I wish I could live without ya
But I know I can't cause my circuit board is fried
Planet didn't choose to die
And neither did I, but I deserve it
Sentinels hunt for my corpse and I hope that they don't preserve it
I've been forgotten by proxy
Such a clever way to mock me, yuh
Glimmers of your topaz eyes
Wonder when I'll have my last sigh of smoke
Since I've lost the will to cope
And now I can only hope
That I get the chance to

[Outro: Logan Alexander & Kole Xidas]
See you as I'm falling…