Dust

[Verse 1]
Need a harder pill to swallow
Shit keeps getting too easy
Even the anxiety that saved me's tryna leave me now
Never let myself calm down
Adrenaline, it keeps me running
Even through the constant pain from my empty stomach
Ashes upon ashes
Houses burning down
And dust is decorating every flower that I touch
All I'm greeted with is streets split right down the middle
By these massive monsters
Got my converse on
Won't falter 'cause they've ran a thousand marathons
Find another wound
Sеw it shut
Now it's good as gone
String myself along until I'm feeling wrong (you, bettеr)
Come bear witness as I'm making my path
The rubble's dividing the world in half
Got bubbles of hope that I hold in my skull
But it's all getting old and I'm glad, yeah
I wish I was tired
I'm ready for war
The rain's on my face
And I'm letting it pour
I'm stood in the wake of destruction and gore
And I'm thinking it's time that I settle the score

[Chorus]
I don't know if, anything can make it feel the same
Now it's snowing, and there's not a person left to say
I've been hoping, for the day it goes away
We're nothing but chalk dust on the black board

[Verse 2]
If there was anyone left
They would tell me to snap the fuck out of it
Sorry, that's not on the cards
I wish it was easy to quit
When you're doing some shit that you hate
But you know is a part of you
Why is it hard to do?
Fuck evolution, I hate the pollution that lives in my head
Wish that a break was on the horizon
I'll only get that when I'm dead
Saying I'm dead wrong is a farce
Thinking I'll set sail for the stars
After I make peace with my loss
Throwing my car keys to the moss
Thinking I'm cocky, but I'm lonely
Thinking I'm anxious, but I'm cozy
Thinking I need someone to show me
Think of the day the hospital told me
That you're not, you're not coming back