In The rain

[1st Verse]
I never talk how the hell of what
What's suppose to when I was younger
And now I was suppose to be
Understood why do I always lie like this
Yeah is it my fault hmm maybe
I never knew how to talk to you baby
Because I just act the same thing
Every time when I was younger
And I don’t know what to expect
Cause I never cared what other say
And I always expect to be cared
Why does everybody cares about me
But they didn’t
Of course they didn’t they never did
Probably never will until I die
Everybody say speak quietly
And I just sit here patently in the rain uh

[Chorus]
Everyday I see depression in my pain
But why the hell am I saying same thing everyday
Never expect to be nice anyone I see
But why the hell am I saying same thing
Oh oh rain

[2nd Verse]
I have depression
I don’t anyone cares in the end
Cause when I ask somebody and they say
(Does it look like I care)
And they ever cared in the end
Now I always expect to be nice to people
I always want to be nice to people
But how can I be nice when I see them I want to hurt him
Every single time and I don’t give a fuck what they say
And I hate them hate them all the time
Just want them want them to die
Just facts in the world don’t want them alive
Just facts every single time
And everybody thinks I don’t care
I just never really cared in the end yeah

[Chorus]
Everyday I see depression in my pain
But why the hell am I saying same thing everyday
Never expect to be nice anyone I see
But why the hell am I saying same thing
Oh oh rain

[3rd Verse]
And in the end I just don’t care what they understand
I was born with no friends and I’ll die without that
I was born like I would probably like this
And everyday I’m always trying to begin
They expect me to forgive them no
But it’s just the same thing repeat again
Like why should I care what other say
And they expect me to care what they say
But why was I born with no friends
I was just like this to begin with

[Chorus]
Everyday I see depression in my pain
But why the hell am I saying same thing everyday
Never expect to be nice anyone I see
But why the hell am I saying same thing
Oh oh rain

[Bridge]
Tell me why am I like this
I never care what they say
I can never care now
I just wanna die
I don’t care if I’m living now
I just wanna die right now
Do you have any idea why am I like this
In this rain
In this rain