Don’t Know Me

(Intro Rudy Francisco)
When people ask how I’m doing
I wanna say
My depression is an angry deity
A jealous god
A thirsty shadow that wrings my joy like a dishrag and makes juice out of my smile
I want to say
Getting out of bed has become a magic trick and I'm probably the worst magician I know
I want to say

(1st verse)
Hate won that’s all I ever wanna say
Everything that I learn
Everything that I played
Everything that I know you do
I follow you and everything is just so stupid to everyone
Heh guess I never realize
How do stuff change to everyone
I hate you we KK-- we kill we kill
We tell everyone is different between us life
*sigh* Don’t know uh
Don’t know what’s so different us between us
But you could tell that it’s gonna be change
But I just don’t know how it’s gonna be
And I say to you that
Everyone is just change even us too yeah
You just say I’m a piece of shit well I guess you're right
I’m a piece of shit

(Chorus)
Life fall in love
No matter how much I wanna change it just change for me we wanna be
Right but always wrong
We wanna lick it down underground but I just can’t figure it out now
No matter how much I try I feel so different now
No matter how much I feel I feel so different we wanna be
Right but always wrong
Somebody tell me what’s so wrong I need your help now

(2nd verse)
I guess I still don’t know yet
I guess I don’t how to feel yet
I guess I don’t know what's wrong what’s ever gonna be so wrong with ok (oh)
No matter how much I feel different now and
No matter how much I wanna cry now
Cause I see and feel you and
No matter how much time I look at you and cry now
Wow
No matter how much I try
Nobody help me and I try somebody to help me but never works
Now what can you tell me what’s so wrong
But I just say nothing to you
Different
Everything different left and right
Cause I know who is a pieces if shit
Looks at me, make fun of me and say fuck you too

(Chorus)
Life fall in love
No matter how much I wanna change it just change for me we wanna be

(3rd verse Steven Universe & GS)
This isn’t a game
Look at me everything done
Everything everyone everything done
Look at you look at me
Everything everything so different now
Let me explain let me explain
What would happen if I end up ok
Would never end up like this
Never would of been in the beginning
I would just respected my parents
Everything I do now would be the opposite if I was okay
Guess you can say I’m a mistake
Cause I wanna be better
I wanna be nicer
But that’ll never happen from what I do right now

(4th verse Emily & GS)
I-I love you
Jeez thanks what I’ll do
What I’ll do for that oh wait I won’t do shit
Because I don’t wanna hurt your feelings
Uh no matter how much I say
Everything you do and think is so nice
Then you look at me again
And you look back at me and you realize how much of a mistake I use to be
Mistake I use to be
Mistake I use to be
Mistake I use to be
Mistake I use to be
*sigh*
*laugh*
Yeah