In life I will (Draft 1)

[Ambrose]

In life I will be what I want, without sobbing
3 am writing with one lamp and my fingers throbbing
Voices talking and haunting
The scariest ghouls and goblins
I'm planning my own funeral with a shiny coffin

This comes from the center of my cherry pit
Bars to the chest knock the wind and the air of it
Leaking spilling venum there's no doubt that I'm getting sick
Pools of love while pooling blood, put on our goggles, take a dip

Patty wagon drive by's with the sirens screeching
Beat up beats because I spit some meaning
Aggression words I got pissas tower leaning
Vision blacks with flash backs, and demons creeping

Seeing through screens, speaking loud over speakers
I broke the breaking bad and stole all of their beakers
Whale was beached and preached which priest thought he was creepier?
Fast walk through the trash talk you woulda thought I was weaker