I wrote “In For” based on episodes of never feeling good enough, apologetically accounting for my own weaknesses. Sometimes I’m amazed that the people closest to me continue put up with all my shit, and this song is heartfelt exaggeration of this. We’ve all wished we could be better people for the o...
This ain't really me
And it sure it ain't who I’m tryna be so
Don’t take what you see
Leave me space for all the in between
You’ve seen me at my worst
Even if its momentarily
I let it happen first
And its fucking up my self esteem
I’m down and out the count
Check my bank account
Spent every dollar that I had
Sleeping on the ground
Nobody around
Check me in take me to rehab
All the ups and down
Future here and now
What an impression she must have
Still she come around
Who knows what she found
Give me a chance I’m bouncing back
Why’s it always gotta be the nice girls
I’m not the type anyone would ask for
Catching them feels ‘for I even knew her
But she knows exactly what she’s in for
What she’s in for
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But she knows exactly what she’s in for
What she’s in for
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But she knows exactly what she’s in for
I could be the one
Turn this plane crash around for you
Could be my smoking gun
Rob a bank and skip this town with you
Its all moving too fast she said I
Guess I see her point
But don’t focus on the past the one
I desperately avoid, yeah
I fucking duck every question that you throwing
Hide behind the fact that I can hide all of my emotion
Just a trick l learn from family it’s weak if you showing
My therapist and I are working through it as of the moment
But back to
I could be the one
Bet she needed one
Least thats what I’m hoping for I
Never cheat once
This shit ain’t a front
Swear I could be even more just
Look into my eyes
Nothing makes me cry
But I might for you before you
Hang me out to dry
Never said goodbye
Guess I just got what I deserved
Why’s it always gotta be the nice girls
I’m not the type anyone would ask for
Catching them feels ‘for I even knew her
But she knows exactly what she’s in for
What she’s in for
X2
But she knows exactly what she’s in for
What she’s in for
Just say the words
And Ill leave you alone for good
What she deserves
I can’t be and it’s understood
Why’s it always gotta be the nice girls
I’m not the type anyone would ask for
Catching them feels ‘for I even knew her
But she knows exactly what she’s in for
What she’s in for
X2
But she knows exactly what she’s in for
What she’s in for