In due time

[soap.]
Everybody telling me go make it, not the point
See music seems to be mistaken as a fuckin choice
Like i can choose where when and how i can’t avoid
The thoughts all spinning in my brain At night i’m in the void
The void is full of all these choices that could go destroy
Everything you built if you don’t will them for the boy
The boy is i i know what right at least as far as joy
Goes i owe myself the role of being never coy
Distracting i from who i am will never get me back to
Where we wanna be the team i know they got my back
In fact if were in tact i know there’s nothing that could flaten
Us in anyway and i’ll be honest i won’t last up
All upon my own and even tho that made me grow up
Solely cause when you alone you learn they’ll never show up
If you basking in your negative forgetting focus
Folding throw away what you had learned when you was hopeless

[proG]
You can't hide away, it only get darker if you start today
Hearts, is it all a waste?
Am i too toxic? held down by hate and angst
Who can change your fate? only you but you chose to wait
So stop, think straight, a promise is a promise, death awaits

[soap.]
The drugs i was addicted to was more than i could deal with
Walking round decaying right in front of those who gave shit
About who i could be but all my luck was thrown away it’s
The finest line between you and i and i could erase it
I did and in an instance it made all the fucking difference
I'm sitting on the cusp of death could fall with no resistance
Falling in and out of sobriety was existence
But something watching over me i know it because listen
Plenty that i know have kept up with all these decisions
Everything my brain did made me realize im not this kid
Dealing shit and being pissed that no one really listened
To what i had to say that was beginning of the mission
To change a life and make it right realizing my position
Is relative to culmination of all of my physics
I’m not a super hero i got powers cause i’m different
That’s compared to where i sat when i was clearly drifting

[proG]
You can't hide away, it only get darker if you start today
Hearts, is it all a waste?
Am i too toxic? held down by hate and angst
Who can change your fate? only you but you chose to wait
So stop, think straight, a promise is a promise, death awaits