III. ADULTHOOD

[Verse 1]
When I look in the mirror it's hard to see Zac
I just see an empty soul with a corpse attached
I don't mean to sound hopeless I just don't know what's next
Because now I'm on my own it's just myself and all the checks

But money can't buy what I want in this life
It can't sympathize what we can't see with our eyes
And I know that any other guy that says different I despise
Before all of this greed all my enemies were my allies

On the oxys on the percies
On the xanys that I need
And my 80 inch TV
Helps my ADHD
When I'm thinking too deep
I just wanna be happy lately I've been feeling moody

Everybody knows this is not a 3D movie
It's a 4D apparatus who knew it would be this gloomy
I just need a fruity smoothie some juicy booty to listen to some Uzi
I just need to stand back and see the beauty

Everybody listens to me
And now I can see
2020 vision but I'm living like I'm 2D
Animated spread across the ground like I'm a Loony Toon
Zac and Jac sit back relax listen to our tune

[Voicemail]
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[Verse 2: Jac Starling]
Got to say sorry for missing your call
I was way too busy staring at the wall
Cause I had a mental break down
Because of all the shit I got to get done
But I'm not working lol

I used to be so good at time management
But I don't got a manager let alone time
Hating this balance between responsibilities
And what I want to do in the music scene

When I dropped my first album at 18
I guess I was pretty hyped even though it didn't do anything for me
Well maybe IDK
I just want to make some demos now and contemplate

How I guess I'm a grown up now
But I'm more lost now still feel like a kid now
But I know for a fact I got a vision I'm not kidding
Let me call you back one second

[Verse 3]
Hey Jac thanks for calling
I'm about to crack a jack I'm a start seeing star and
I guess I'm kinda stalling
From living my life
Cause the real world is scary
Man give me advice
On what I should do

[Verse 4: Jac Starling]
First of all it is gonna feel like a crawl
If you don't get your name out there you won't get far at all
I've been at school but you need to make other calls
You need to hit the ground running don't fall cause you need job

[Verse 5]
I mean I been on the grind it's just a matter of time
Until I get recognized cause I know that I can shine
Spend money to make money
But it's funny cause this shit is more like a hobby
Even though I take it serious

[Verse 6: Jac Starling]
Vision you're delirious
If you stay on the grind you finna get that shit
If you don't I'll get furious cause
You have so much potential
Like listen your music like really

{Verse 7]
I guess I'm insecure about this alter ego can u concur
I don't wanna share my music to the point of no return
Cause I have real friends I'm concerned about how they think of Kid Vision
I'm being down to earth

[Verse 8: Jac Starling]
Man you got so much more to learn
If you got real friends they'll stick with you even if you burn
You make music but don't forget to earn what you deserve
I'll call this meeting ajourned