‎iguessiwaslucky

[Verse 1: Kinsey]
Ugh, fuckin' hell man, everybody who's hurting
Know I feel your pain, and no, I'm not here for certain
I'm on another plane, I'm huntin' for something worth it
Can't see nothing, I'm flyin' up with the birds, yeah
Blinded by the bitterness of the ignorance
Or maybe I'm just tryna get at this hopeful, sinner's bliss
I don't really know the difference, I've been a kid
Learned my lessons, grew on up
Became a cunt, and soon enough
Find my way out the cut, and silently, I would duck
Every opportunity that came my way
To save my day's a grave mistake
I paved my way Into the dirt, and dug a hole so deep
That I would struggle finding anything that wasn't me
Or the walls that contained me, I guess I was lucky
I guess I was lucky

[Verse 2: Jay-Lee]
I concede, there have been days where pain was incumbent
From what I see, there ain't no way that Jay's been innocent
But he's insane, calling the rainy days magnificent
Blaming hate and insolence, brain under the influence
He's refraining from framing this all on blatant bad luck
And poor debating of choices that he has maken
But voices invigorate him, they're poised to go decimate him
The course that his life has taken has poisoned his destination
And I have never said it, just lied and denied I'm desperate
So why did I have let it get so bad that my mind is desolate
It's like I'm riding across a desert but set out without an exit
Instead of a plan of action, just dabbled with X and crashed in
And I cannot make the connection between my synapses
The signs are in languages that I'm blind to, so relapsing's
Matter of time, it's all terrifying, didn't sign up to die like this
Is my time up? My luck amiss, am I lucky to be like this?
Am I lucky to be like this?

[Verse 3: Kinsey]
I wanna take a second to come out and say that it's been
A fuckin' insane belligerent ride, derived via the mind
I wouldn't be here without what I was given, what I was gifted
The fact I live in the squalor, if I'll be honest, it sickens my stomach
Even if I'm like a city beyond this, I still got the fondness to catch up
So latch on to what I'm sayin' is that I caught me playin' awful games
Seein' just how low I could take it
And it may get way beyond a joke at times
Yeah, but I know the signs and now I know when I'm
Really supposed to chime in and stop that shit for good