Addicted

[Verse 1]
I share a mutual feeling with the fuckin' obscene
'Cause I'm a sucker for being fuckin' in love with my needs
'Cause I'm an animal, stuck in the seams
No longer up in my dream world, it'd suck to repeat
All of the shit in my past, I'm kinda done with believing
I'm somehow more than just meat, I'm not even me
I'm just being that's all I am
That's all I was and I love it
Because the same thing that drives me...
Drives me insane, just try being inane
For more than a day, and sightseeing your brain
As some fuckable lump of clay
It's unbelievably grey
And really easy to mould
And bend it out of proportion
Benn's an animal 'course he is
You expect different from me?
Sorry to disappoint, bitch
You make no difference to me
So hang me up in a heartbeat
And listen to me
'Cause when I say I'm just a pawn
You better glisten with me
I mean it

[Hook]
Addicted
I'm addicted
Dunno what happened to me
It's like my whole destiny
Was to be
Addicted
I'm addicted
Dunno what happened to me
It's like my whole destiny
Was to be
Addicted

[Verse 2]
To the meds, in my head I'm in my head
I'm in my bed, staring at my blinds
Think about what they represent
I can't see, I'm locked in
These 4 walls are like my pen
Or my prison cell, Fuckin' up again
As I overdose, knock me out
Insomnia won't stop me now
Yeah I'm aware I'm not invincible
I embrace it, I wanna be mortal
I wanna see myself hurt
I like it when the red spurts
It makes me excited
My head hurts
This race has got me tired
Jumped in head first
Not knowing what I'd be liable to
Excerpt my life
You'll see nothing but the pain
Unending regret, and today
Is no different my friend
I'm insane
So let's do it over again
I'm in pain, and I love it 'cause I'm

[Hook]
Addicted
I'm addicted
Dunno what happened to me
It's like my whole destiny
Was to be
Addicted
I'm addicted
Dunno what happened to me
It's like my whole destiny
Was to be
Addicted