If I Had You Now

There was a whole in your chest
And I carved out the rest
There was a place in your heart for me

I was a selfish young man
With no help and no plan
But you needed my grace to pull through

And I know it’s much too late
To start again and change our fate
But I am hoping to rewind

Cause if I had you now, I’d be holding your hand
If I had you now, I’d be proud I’m your man
Yeah I know that I fucked up
I broke your heart into a million different pieces
If I had you now
If I had you now

There was a part of my love that was calling your bluff
But damn was I wrong in the end
You were nothing but loving
I was selfish and running away
Away
And I know it’s much too late
To start again and change our fate
But I am hoping to rewind

Cause if I had you now, I’d be holding your hand
If I had you now, I’d be proud I’m your man
Yeah I know that I fucked up
I broke your heart into a million different pieces
If I had you now
If I had you now

You moved on, thought it was temporary
But you’re gone and I am barely hanging on

Cause if I had you now, I’d be holding your hand
If I had you now, I’d be proud I’m your man
Yeah I know that I fucked up
I broke your heart into a million different pieces
If I had you now
If I had you now