[Verse 1]
Where the fuck you been? Why you not answerin'?
My anxiety is kickin' in
You about to catch an essay
Man, this nigga really fucked me off
'Bout to drive by your hood
Paint the town red for the wood
Boy, I really wish you never woulda
Gimme that stroke 'cause you know what it do to me
Fuck me up on a daily (Ooh, ooh)
Got me sittin' here lookin', lookin' crazy, ah
You don't even know what you did
Yeah, mm
[Pre-Chorus]
Fuck it, feels right
When it's real it's toxic, and I like it
Ayy, fuck it tonight
If I die I die, baby, take my life
[Chorus]
Really know what's up
I been down and up
Slidin' in and out of your love
You're the one that fucks me up
Tie me up, it's cuffin' season
Hands on my neck, play rough
Got no shame, no none
Fuck it up, fuck it up
[Verse 2]
Losin' all my handle, all my plans are cancelled
Just so you feel special
Little sentimental
Guess you didn't get the memo
You been on bullshit, I been on some real shit
You and I are scandalous
Thought that I could handle us
Think I been too generous
There ain't no debatin', I ain't gotta fake it
If the sex basic
I be tryna dodge that shit like the fuckin' Matrix
I am not a placeholder
Treat it nasty like a main ho
But I understand just how the game go
I play it like a band, sellin' out the arena
[Pre-Chorus]
Fuck it, feels right
When it's real it's toxic, and I like it
Ayy, fuck it tonight
If I die I die, baby, take my life
[Chorus]
Really know what's up
I been down and up
Slidin' in and out of your love
You're the one that fucks me up
Tie me up, it's cuffin' season
Hands on my neck, play rough
Got no shame, no none
Fuck it up, fuck it up
[Instrumental Break]
[Chorus]
Really know what's up
I been down and up
Slidin' in and out of your love
You're the one that fucks me up
Tie me up, it's cuffin' season
Hands on my neck, play rough
Got no shame, no none
Fuck it up, fuck it up
If I Die was produced by ADP.
This song is about toxic sex. Really, really good sex that can mess up your brain. You just don’t want to get off the roller-coaster, and you’re loving it. I wanted the song to feel really sensual, like the production—I wanted it to feel horny. I feel like people haven’t really heard me speak the wa...