If I Die

[Verse 1: Vulk makedonski]
I drown in a clown's tears infinite cheers when I’m wet all around frowns when I’m dry and inflammatory induced with ice cubes inspired by the fire
It's a race in my veins there is no finish I haven't begun to initiate my feelings of hatred I feel wasted and drained unexplainable pain is not physical unemotional regardless of the yards people gained in their studies buddy my entity is exclusive
Elusive to your eyes and the prize that they want to capture
Like a cat's tail
The question will remain the same
Today and yester making jesters just a pester
If you can't feel yourself catastrophically melt
No one else will entice the mice into traps
I adapt to my free thinking
Entwine my mind approach the passage way unclear of the fear
I power steer through unknown territories
Without declaration I pivot and give it my perspective
Reflective endured
Visions and battles
Heart throbs and rattles which helps the love that I’m missing
Swaying in different positions
Kissing ghosts dismissing hosts
From my complex mission
They elapse
I attract my attention to the structure
Ancient looking but sparkling with art
Starting at the start
Ending at the end
Stock still in the middle
This riddle is little but normal and my formal ways have been disguised for extensive periods
I’m hearing them
Those voices that give you choices to uprise without a ladder or a hoist and I’m trying to find my path in this jungle
A bundle of green
But is nature alive?
I’m sure that it's breathing
So common we're needing and bleeding in our own devastating ways of rejection
Accepting our consequences
Manipulated head cells erected reflected by my senses

[Verse 1: Raceless]
Body of a little boy
Memories withdrawn
Platters of a genre
Torn and reformed
It's dawned on me this macchiato spilled upon my pages
Hex ov intellect respects 1 milligram resuscitation
Ideally raceless: hey
This hip-hop's toiled a relic future
I’ve muted my malnutrition so I obsess no more
Early warnings from mum and dad ignored
A bolted nail
This male is unable to judge the frail furniture that's needed for the house
Adjacent suburbias that leave me schizophrenic
Heh
Chameleons with subconscious pigments
I’m scared of limits
Stay in one section for a while
Hey race!
Personality of parallels
Who can undo the spell?
Open minded to no minded 360 degrees
How can I show global knowledge to the ones that have not seen?
Threats of difference create scapegoats
But I elope to ocerpinos and malamutes that shit on carpets
Fashionable
On a non-art level
A credential
Disassociate
My intensity
Pushes people away
Now I know I’m unrelated pariah is here: curse
The separation is complete