If i blame myself

Oh my god, I fell for it again
So hard I fractured both my knees
Trying to make amends
And you laughed at my bandages
Wouldn't pay for damages
Oh my god, I fell for it again
I’ll ever let somebody treat me the way you did
Over my dead body will I do it again

Blame myself, transformed into your projection
Hate myself, the way you cringe at your reflection
Change myself, straighten out, stare at the ground
Like everybody else who gave you what you wanted
Yeah you’d love it
If I blame myself, If I blame myself
If I blame myself, If I blame myself

All your friends are younger, it's no coincidence
The upper hand is easy when it's no accident
And they'll believe your every word
You say it loud and say it first
But i’ll never fall for it again

Blame myself, transformed into your projection
Hate myself, the way you cringe at your reflection
Change myself, straighten out, stare at the ground
Like everybody else who gave you what you wanted
Yeah you’d love it
If I blame myself, If I blame myself
If I blame myself, If I blame myself

How does my identity threaten your masculinity?
So if I was your best friend, how would you treat an enemy?

Blame myself, transformed into your projection
Hate myself, the way you cringe at your reflection
Change myself, straighten out, stare at the ground
Like everybody else who gave you what you wanted
Yeah you’d love it
If I blame myself, If I blame myself
If I blame myself, If I blame myself
If I blame myself, If I blame myself