IDon’tKnowWhat’sGonnaHappenToMe

My brain’s been somewhere else this last month
Walk to the same places forever, I’m stuck
Every night I’m alone, I crave human touch
I’m a fucking lost cause, my brain is too fucked
And I cannot seem to find another way
I been sitting in my room for months waiting for change
Why is it so fucking hard to write my feelings on the page
Try to tell em what my mind is like, it always ends the same
I fail

I just fail every time
Scrap song after song, I cannot express my mind
I feel so fucking empty like I’m living just to die
And it always ends the same for me, there’s no reason to try
Fuck it all, I’ll just get fucked up every night
Mixing alcohol and weed together, crossing all the time
I don’t know what I feel, I just know I wanna change it
Good luck talking to me, chemicals all on my brain bitch
I’m locked in my own head, I barely eat
I’ve tried to fix my life but my body’s too weak
And no matter what I say, no one will hear the words I speak
I ain’t been to school in like 3 months, they’ve all forgotten me
I was happy for one single night, time to wake up
We’re a bunch of fucking rejects, nobody will take us
Always watched by somebody I don’t wanna be seen by
I just wanna heal but I’m scared of what it’s gonna be like

My brain’s been somewhere else this last month
Walk to the same places forever, I’m stuck
Every night I’m alone, I crave human touch
I’m a fucking lost cause, my brain is too fucked
And I cannot seem to find another way
I been sitting in my room for months waiting for change
Why is it so fucking hard to write my feelings on the page
Try to tell em what my mind is like, it always ends the same
I fail