Idle

[Verse]
Seriously fucking suicidal
Life go by I'm just sitting idle
Sit and wait like I'm on trial
Might slice my wrists right after I write this
No joke cunt I'm fucking sick of this life shit
Day in day out I'm fucking alone, cunt
Nothings more shit than when home's not home, fuck
Got shit that I've done and I'm afraid to admit it
Got cunts I'm normal around and cunts I act around different
I feel fucking out of place in my room at my desk
I'd sleep it off but I'm out of place in my bed
I don't fucking belong, something wrong with my head
Turn on the TV on the news you see Sidney dead
I'll never ever get rest
When I'm driving I wanna veer the shit to the left
Don't think nothings gonna save me
Everything's been so fucked up lately
Need a fucking doctor to sedate me
Then I wouldn't have to deal with this shit daily