I’m going back to sleep

[Verse]
I'm so tired of being the fucking worst
Pull up black Mercedes, I'm in the back of the hearse
What's the point of waking up, there's nothing to look forward to
And what's the point of going on, life's a fucking bore too
My breathing stops, my throat is suffocated
I'm so fucking numb and I'm feeling so sedated
I'ma choke myself to death or something along those lines
Won't be surprising, Sidney planning my own demise
Tears all over my eyes and I'm thinking thoughts of death
If I don't have you then what else do I have left?
Sit inside my room and wait for thе day that death finally creeps
Wake up to check my phonе, fuck that, I'm going back to sleep